I’m told change doesn’t hurt. Our inability to adapt to it is what hurts. It takes time to adjust. The inevitable changes of age can’t be avoided unfortunately. Lately I’ve had to do things I really want to lay off to another time, but I felt the time had come.

I sat down with my wife and went over my Last Will & Testament. I’ve given everything I own to my wife except for my tools. I’ve given them to my nephew. Sadly my past is gone and I owe no one anything to other than these two. I went over my will with my wife along with my Living Will, or life-ending instructions such as I wish it to be. I have executed a DNR. I went over what I want done during my memorial service to include military rights along with Patriot Guard Riders standing flag line. I’ve a song list to play and told my wife to chose pictures of her own chosing. I feel sad to do so because this means I turned a corner in my life.

I don’t know when my last days will be. Hopefully what we discussed yesterday is an early event with a good long span to that last day. What do I feel about it deep down? Strangely I’m at peace with it. I know my wife will take care of me. I love her.