Lately and sporadically I find I might have something on my mind, but mostly not. I don’t know why other than my thoughts on life have become fairly tiring. Mundaneness has become too overreaching into my life. Not that that is a bad thing. Maybe it’s not that. Libby and I have a very interesting life, but to get up at four in the morning and go to work and come home tired and to go to bed by seven or eight is more of what I speak about. Weekends also go quickly. Time for change is needed and hopefully not in a bad direction.
Libby and I want to travel and see things, places and new people. Due to my divorce being put on hold month after month leaves us both tired and exasperated over it’s grip on us not being able to do more. We’re in a Corvette Club and would like to attend more of the outings they plan, but don’t have the money to comfortably do so.
Political upheaval and scandals have taken away my respect for governmental rule. I have no faith in politicians any more. Oh, there are but few of them left to depend on to cover my back, so there is still a glimmer of such. Working for the government has been a very fulfilling experience and I know I have benefited from it and continue to do so. My problem with it is I sense all Federal employees will soon find their stability falling away and will become questionable over time as to their ability to make a lifelong career of it as I have done.
Enough for now.