Unconditional Love

Some would say I sinned. Some have said I should pay. Some say I should apologize andLibby 1 show regret for my transgressions. I can’t do that again. Not to anyone person on this earth.

I’ve put my transgressions before God and pleaded for forgiveness, because He alone can forgive. Yes, I did apologize to those who were deeply involved. Yes I did ask for forgiveness. They said they did forgive me, but I still feel their sting. They have not truly forgiven me. I will not ask them again.

I’m sure of one thing. I learned how angry people can get and how long they can hold it. They don’t say so, but it’s evident in their actions.

I’ve also learned something far more valuable, though. Unconditional love is a valuable thing to know. I learned it more from someone who had no solid Christian background, but had to have learned it by some relationship with God. Unconditional love is not a basic human condition. Most love is based on conditions.

I am more than glad to have experienced (and continue to do so) unconditional love from a woman who, when she looks at me, has that look in her eyes that she could eat me with a spoon. She can’t look at me without smiling. She looks giddy when she looks at me. To me that makes her the most beautiful woman in the world and I melt inside from her looks.

Some things we say between each other are sacred and not spoken elsewhere. We speak to each other with our souls bared openly for both to see. We hold no secrets of any kind. I feel that comfortable with her. She holds my heart in her hands on the deepest of levels and doesn’t betray me. I would dare not betray her either. Anyone who loves me that much is so disarming I simply can’t carry that kind of thought against her. She’s as important to me as my own body, soul and spirit.

About Jim

I'm a 72 yr old guy, who had worked in Naval Hospital Camp Lejeune for 28 yrs and now retired as of 31 Dec 16. I've worked in medical records, Health Benefits Department, Billing, the IT department and retired as the Personnel Security Manager for the hospital. I'm a musician and Corvette enthusiast. Yes, I have had two. I traded my second Corvette for a Harley Davidson Fat Boy mid-summer 2019. I've already ridden about seven thousand miles. I'm also searching for a fresh new outlook on life with new spiritual insight among other things. I was ordained a minister on 20190202. I've become certified with the American Chaplaincy Association through Aidan University in June '21. I've found that with the unconditional love of my companion, Libby Rowe life is complete through God. She's a beautiful, vibrant, giving woman who gives her all in everything she puts her mind to do. She and I married on 24 July 2015. She was ordained in February 2022. She has a blog too called Under a Carolina Moon. Give it a visit.
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1 Response to Unconditional Love

  1. territerri says:

    I would say you’re “lucky” to have found such a deep kind of love with another person, but I’m sure that Libby couldn’t love you the way she does if she didn’t receive the same from you in return. You two have got it right and you inspire others with your selflessness.

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